Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Nothing to fuss about...

Last night I was feeling a little sorry for myself because I've been shunned yet again (long story), I was dwelling on how hurt my feelings were and why I let the same old same old keep bothering me.  This morning, however, something happened that put everything all in perspective and I don't feel like I have the right to a pity party anymore.   Today should have been an over-the-top joyous day for my friends Kellie & Flint, instead it has turned into a day of unspeakable heartache for them and their families.  One day after her due date, Kellie went into labor; I don't know what happened exactly, but just a few minutes after their sweet baby boy entered this world, he went back to his home in heaven.  My heart just breaks for this couple and their families.  I can't imagine losing a child you have waited so long to hold in your arms.  I can't imagine going home to see a nursery you had ready only to know that your sweet baby boy would never sleep there.  I can't imagine why this couple, who will be such wonderful parents, had give up their child when so many women who don't want their babies keep having more and more. 
Why does it take some tragedy to make us realize what is important and what shouldn't really bother us?  I just hope I don't forget the lesson too quickly.

7 comments:

The Garners said...

I've been thinking of this family all afternoon since I received your e-mail. I'm so sorry and will continue to pray for their strength.

April said...

Wow Sharmin, that's just so sad. I'll definitely keep them in my prayers...

I'm sorry for whatever's happened to hurt you too hon. You definitely don't deserve anything like that. :(

Hugs coming your way,
- April

CarlaJ said...

sometimes things are not as they seem....have you tried to "talk" to the people you feel are "shunning" you....you may just be misunderstanding the situation....just saying....

Sharmin said...
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The Dean is in... said...

My heart goes out to this young couple and I do hope that some day they have that beautiful baby to rest in that vacant nursery. Sending prayers up.

Sharmin said...

Deleted my earlier post because of a typo, but it was to say....

Nope, it's been made perfectly clear that I and my 2 oldest are NOT considered family.

CarlaJ said...

like I said things are not as they seem but it is your choice to take it however you feel you need to.